Coming Out

[52dno98]

My very first speedo-related memory (of a sexual nature, that is) was probably in 7th or 8th grade. My dad ran very casually, but at some point had ordered something from the Road Runner catalog. I have a distinct memory of sitting on the couch in our den, flipping through the catalog, and coming across a triathlon-centered section, with a single page devoted to speedos. I even remember the brand- Hind swimsuits- and I remember my reaction- as soon as I saw those pictures I got a raging erection. I was aroused like I'd never been aroused before. I snuck the catalog upstairs and it became my go-to material for, um, private time.

So years go by, and I start to develop quite a collection of catalogs with pictures of men in speedos in them. I remember my biggest score was a TYR swim catalog that I rescued from the trash in the coach's office at the school gym. In those days, Tyr made a 1" bikini that was SO hot. I ended up owning many pairs of those later, but at the time, all I had to go on was the pictures.

So as I'm going through high school, I'm shy, chubby, awkward, and have ZERO clue how to talk to girls, but boy, did my collection of speedo pictures get me through that time (I had the requisite porn mags, too, but they have never really done it for me the same way as speedos).

I'm trying to think of the first time that I actually wore a speedo... I think it was when I went to my cousin's house. He swam competitively in high school, and was a couple of years older than me, and I remember a specific time where I was staying at my aunt and uncle's and he was out somewhere (he must have been a junior or senior and was out with friends) and I "went to bed early," which meant going to his room where the twin beds were. I rifled through his dresser and found his speedos, and probably tried several on and then took myself to conclusion.

Anyway, that's all I have time to write now... I'll add more later.

This is like going to therapy, ha ha. Thanks for reading.