[sebbie]

Dylan, in his young life of only 19 years, does not recall any instance where he has been able to maintain an arousal and erection for as long as he has been able to this morning. At some level, Dylan is beginning to see what has been going on as something of an accomplishment. As a younger teen, he would have been embarrassed, at least primarily so. He would have also had a lot more difficulty with the whole situation whereby another guy his age, in this case Josh, is standing right there observing Dylan in all his “misery”.

Of course, Dylan fully realizes that the events of the past few hours have not been miserable at all, but a wonderful, yes even beautiful thing, something that Dylan had not fully realized until this day. The only embarrassment comes from the whole idea that not everyone else may see this all in quite the same way Dylan is now experiencing for himself.

Dylan thinks to himself that male sexuality is a marvelous thing in its own special way independent of all the partner stuff that seems to overwhelm most guys his age. Dylan wonders how many guys out there can see and experience what Dylan is experiencing this morning. It seems to Dylan that maybe too many guys spend too many of their waking hours chasing down and then having sex with a partner when at age 19 they would be better served by just kicking back and enjoying themselves and their bodies. This may not be the most popular way of looking at life, but who cares? If a guy enjoys himself and appreciates his own body, who are all these others to say that what Dylan is doing to himself is in anyway either wrong or abnormal?

Guys are constructed the way they are constructed, with all that this entails, Dylan thinks to himself. Indeed, the “risks” associated with what Dylan has been doing are all but nonexistent save the possibility of being teased or bullied should all of this somehow be revealed to the wrong person or in the wrong place or time. Getting horny then becomes much more of a burden than a source of joy and pleasure, and for Dylan right now that seems what is wrong not the self-pleasuring that is wrong for a lot of guys.

Then there is Josh who has been quietly watching as Dylan has been pleasuring himself in that skimpy thong in the little dorm room. Josh is now fully fixated on wanting to be himself in the place Dylan is now in, and if that means going out and shopping for his own thong, so be it. But in the entire sequence of events that have transpired, Josh is also getting a new understanding of what it means to be a male and all the joys that come from being just that. This is stuff that Josh has never ever fully thought about before. Josh had simply assumed that getting aroused without a sexual partner (in Josh’s case, a young woman) was, if not abnormal, certainly inferior to having “real” (partner) sex. I have a roommate who really gets into enjoying himself even without a partner! What is wrong with that, anyway?

Every horny guy is going to ultimately seek out a way to have a full-blown ejaculation, and Dylan is certainly not an exception to this “rule” Dylan is on the very edge of the point of no return. His penis is as big and as hard as Dylan can ever recall it being in his young life. Biologically there is a basic reason for this. In essence, what Dylan has been doing to himself is only a slight variation of the so-called “stop-start” method, often prescribed by sex therapists working with couples in which the male partner is struggling with what is referred to as premature ejaculation. The whole idea behind the stop-start method is that when the guy thinks he is on the edge of no longer being able to delay an orgasm, he quickly stops whatever the physical stimulation is at the moment, until things settle down and his body can “take” a little more stimulation without immediate ejaculation. Dylan has been teaching himself this method even as Josh looks on, at least somewhat mystified by it all.

Male arousal is a fascinating subject in all sorts of ways. Initially, the arousal seems disconnected, diffuse and easy to deal with. The guy feels an initial moment of tension in the groin area, without the penis being in any way turgid. This initial moment of tension very early on is usually accompanied by a few tell-tale drops of pre-cum, and the guy can usually sense this has happened because he feels the telltale drop on his underwear at the very tip of his penis. At this point a guy can easily get distracted again and everything goes back to normal. The drop or two of pre-cum is generally not sufficient to create a noticeable damp spot on the guy’s jeans. Dylan, sitting in class this morning, was weaving in and out of being somewhat aroused versus not so much. If a guy wants to settle down, all he has to do is distract his minds from the initial sensations from the groin area, in other words, just think about anything else other than his body.

But, of course, it’s a lot more fun to just keep going, even with the “dangers” involved. If the guy just keeps going, chances are the size of his penis may very well start to increase. And depending on what the guy is wearing, this could become an “issue”. Dylan was wearing his tightest skinny jeans to class, and that choice was certainly not in keeping with a selection that would keep what was going on a secret. But for Dylan, this had become part of the “fun” in concert with his decision to wear that skimpy little thong he had gotten at Amazon ® to class this morning.

Any guy starts out handling initial arousal pretty well, realizing that anything that lead to a few initial drops of pre-cum could be stopped merely by getting distracted, but once an erection gets underway, it has the tendency to cause the poor guy’s mind to increasingly focus on what he is feeling in his groin area. Soon enough, whatever a guy was using to distract himself, such as a boring college lecture, begins to feel less and less important even as the sensations now emanating from the guy’s groin area vie for the guy’s attention. Snug-fitting clothing, in this case together the tight fitting jeans and thong, only make matters worse. Somehow, Dylan got through all of this in class this morning and managed to make it back to his dorm room. And in the dorm room is where we find Dylan now, along with his roommate Josh who has been watching all of this with a great deal of interest and increasingly starting to feel interesting stuff himself.

Enough is enough! Too much is too much! Dylan now breaks over the edge and finds himself in a situation where he can no longer put off ejaculating. Like a surfer going into a wipe out, everything happens all at once. His young body can no longer delay ejaculating the large quantity of semen it has been producing. Dylan’s mind is focused not on where he is or even that Josh is standing there. Dylan’s mind is telling Dylan that the semen must be ejaculated. Every nerve ending in Dylan’s penis now seems more sensitive than Dylan has ever experienced before. Mind-wise Dylan feels as if he is going to go into full scale convulsions. The thong is tugging away and putting upward pressure on his perineum, even as the thong pouch encapsulates every nerve in his penis. The sensation of having the thong back cut between his cheeks is adding to the sensations from another place, a place Dylan before had not realized was as sexually active as it is.

Guys 19-years old experience powerful ejaculations, and Dylan is no exception. Dylan’s young body courses with multiple muscular contractions, each one more interesting and exciting and enjoyable than the previous one. Dylan’s prostate is contracting over and over too, with each contraction pushing more liquid out, and these contractions are only adding to the pulsating pleasure of what is going on. The tiny thong of course is nowhere near big enough to contain all the semen that Dylan is ejecting from his body. The thong pouch is unable to contain the huge penis and ejaculate ends up shooting across the room in those great bubbles of that wonderful creamy-white and sticky fluid. Dylan feels almost as if his entire body is now contained within his sexual organs. In a word “Wow!”. This experience is unlike anything he has ever experienced as a teenager, not that he would have ever had the opportunity to try something like this.

Of course, what Dylan did to himself by maintaining his arousal but delaying orgasm was directly responsible for the outsized orgasm he has just experienced. At some level, Dylan now understands this, at least more of this than he did. Dylan now feels a bit “bushed” as things settle back and Dylan now fully realizes what has just happened to him. Dylan has an entirely new appreciation for how much fun it is to be a guy.

Meanwhile, Josh is still standing there, unsure of exactly what to say after all of this. He blurts out the only thing he can think of which is “Wow that must have been fun, Dylan!” Then one other thing comes to mind. Josh suddenly blurts out “Our dorm room is now quite a mess. Do you want me to give you some help cleaning it up?”

Of course, my readers all know that Josh has other thoughts as well, for now left unsaid.

To be continued…