As you all know by now, I have been using my collection of suits as important "therapy" in terms of getting myself back after prostate surgery that happened in early February, now just over 7 months ago. The research I read on this is that if I am going to get my erections back at all there is a long recovery period of at least 12 and maybe 18 months out. I need to periodically run "tests" to see if I am making progress or not.
Last night's test was done with one of my most favorite Seobean suits, one that is almost impossibly tiny and tight. Clearly blood flow is starting to return to my penis. I'm feeling a special tension and tightness in my penis when I am in the Seobean that was not there even a few months ago. I am starting to have a much nicer visible bulge than before as well, and was able to have a nice-feeling orgasm too.
I did a quick post-orgasm measurement and I measured out at 4 3/4 inches. My penis at the peak still does not get firm enough for penetration, but the sensations I am feeling are much more like pre surgery. My reading right now is the average erect penis size is actually only about 5.6 inches. I think I have about an inch to go. 5 3/4 inches would essentially be a full recovery. I'm hoping that will happen sometime in the next 12 months.
At this point my orgasms are completely dry with no semen or urine. But they otherwise feel basically the same as pre-surgery.
Still having issues with a short squirt of urine in the initial arousal stages, pre-surgery this would have been the point where I would be precumming a lot. A towel is useful for collecting most of this BEFORE getting into the Seobean. Actually I am still precumming as my cowpers gland is still intact, but the prostate is no longer there to quickly seal off the urine flow so the short squirt of urine quickly washes away the gooey precum. I am watching this all closely, and hoping also that this will improve over time so I can go back to the precumming I enjoyed so much as an especially enjoyable activity pre-surgery.
I am also pleased to report than other that this one issue with urine flow I no longer have any significant issues with incontinence in other instances, in particular no problem any more leaking urine as my erection proceeds past the early arousal stage such as it is now occurring. And the orgasms are back to being really fun not just so-so. And I am looking forward to further continuing improvements. I have a few Viagra pills to try to see if they help in getting a turgid erection, but they are so costly that I am waiting a bit more before trying them to get the natural healing a little further along, since I am sure I am making progress over time without the pills.
To all of you out there who enjoy getting aroused and erect in a skimpy suit, this is not something to be ashamed or embarrassed about. Rather think of it as a great gift and something you should regularly take advantage of. On a 0-10 scale of "different" arousal circumstances this one gets maybe a "2". I am actually happy that I can run these tests and don't have to deal with issues related to a partner at least not during my recovery period. Absolutely safe too, no one ever got anyone pregnant nor got an STD of any type getting off in a suit!
Enjoy yourself whenever you can!
Sebbie
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