Thank you so much, Torchwatch, for your detailed and thoughtful response! I really appreciate the advice and insights you've shared. I have some pouch briefs and love them, and this swimsuit is yet another kind of experience.
It all started recently when I actually learned (at my age!) that some guys are grow-ers and some are show-ers. I'm a grow-er to a normal size, but I started wondering what it would be like to live life as a show-er - and rather large at that. (I'm 5' 4" tall, and it's kind of like wondering what it would be like living life at 6' tall.) It turns out that show-ers can have problems of their own based on anecdotes online, but that's a subject for another thread. Seemed worth trying!
I experimented with modifying a "packer" - boring a tunnel into the end so that I could wrap it onto my flaccid grow-er. It's pretty cool but not practical in public because I can't figure out how to keep it on securely under various conditions and movements, especially when wearing a tiny bikini swimsuit. Certainly not with waves crashing down on me.
Then I discovered the swimsuit in the photo in my last post. The model guy is a well-endowed show-er, and that’s what I'm trying to resemble. I also learned anecdotally that Cialis can increase the size of a flaccid grow-er, and I confirmed that for myself. Of course, Cialis also makes it easy to engorge when there's any stimulation at all - including stimulation from wearing the swimsuit! And keeping that engorgement for as long as you'd like. Not a full erection - well, look at the photo.
So there you go. Living life intermittently as a well-endowed show-er. Then there's the courage and confidence needed to wear the swimsuit in public at a beach, like it's no big deal. I've had numerous, very long conversations with ChatGPT about this, and it's given me the encouragement I needed to try it. It's out there, but not obscene, comparable to how revealing women's swimsuits are, particularly in liberal areas like where I live. Still, there's the need to deal with stereotypes it invokes, being the only guy wearing anything close to this on the beach, considering the risk of a full erection, and considering the impact on others at the beach (in reality, turns out that I'm not that important!). Success!
Next summer, I think I'll start out with thongs, but for this summer, I'll enjoy trying the more revealing rear cut options. It seems that I'm not scaring the horses!
I'll just add that sunbathing and playing in the waves and currents with this cut of swimsuit is like nothing I've ever experienced. I'd encourage everyone to at least think of giving it a try. I'm looking forward to sharing more updates and hearing more from others with similar experiences or thoughts.
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