[sebbie]

Dylan certainly knew at a very early age that he was always aroused by the thought of wearing snug-fitting clothing. Of course, Dylan’s first thoughts in that regard related to snug-fitting swim briefs. Dylan has known that something was up in this regard at puberty if not sooner. Dylan at first was not at all certain about exactly what it was about a even seeing a swim brief that made him feel so strange, different at least, but some little “voice” inside of him kept “calling” him and saying to Dylan that he wanted to be in there. It was almost like there was something in his unique genes—Dylan didn’t know quite what—that kept dragging his mind in that direction.

Dylan has had a somewhat tough time figuring this all out. What happened to Dylan growing up gets at the very core of who he was becoming as a sexual human male with all of the complicated issues and feelings that goes along with that. Early on, Dylan was more than “bothered” by all of this. Dylan know that he would sometimes quickly get the same funny feeling every time he even looked at or even so much as saw a photo of a swim brief that was made for a guy. And Dylan knew that he was not much of a swimmer, let alone a competitive swim-team type of swimmer who would wear such an item for, say, a high school swim meet. What in the world was going on here anyway, and why did Dylan feel this way to the point where he was always in the back of his mind looking at swim briefs whenever he could?

Dylan was also bothered by the fact that he sometimes at least also liked to see other guys wearing swim brief, even in a photo, but in particular in real life. Dylan didn’t know what all to make of this interest either. Did that mean that Dylan was really more interested in guys than in girls? As Dylan grew older thins seemed to get more not less complicated. Did Dylan’s interest in observing guys wearing swim briefs mean that he was somehow interest in guys more so than girls, as in being at least a “little bit” gay not straight. Dylan always thought of himself as being a straight guy, but he was dealing with some complicated issues, feelings and sensations. Why could Dylan growing up never quite cope with the idea of wearing a swim brief? After all, growing up Dylan had worn cotton brief underwear, and doing that did not seem to have the same effect on his mind and body as the swim brief did. What in the world about the swim brief that suddenly made Dylan feel so “different” anyway?

Did other guys have the same “problem” that Dylan had? Dylan often wondered about this, but he had no one he dared talk to or ask such a blunt question. Dylan did know that some of his male peers seemed to also be having some “difficulties” in not wanting to wear certain items of clothing at the gym. The biggest issue seemed to be when the phys ed instructor wanted all the guys to wear straps, but Dylan suspected that the guys who went out for swimming were somehow having trouble confronting the entire idea of wearing a swim brief as well. Dylan just didn’t know exactly what was going on, but certainly something was going on with some of the other guys in this regard as well, or so Dylan at least thought.

And what were these crazy feelings Dylan was having at even the thought of being able to get and then try wearing a swim brief anyway? I guess Dylan was like a lot of other guys his age who tend to think that everything that goes on in the groin area tends to somehow stay in the groin area, and that somehow a guy’s mind is strangely powerful enough to overcome and cope with any sensations and feelings that emanate from the groin where the snug-fitting swim brief would be. But that is not the way it worked for Dylan, at least not entirely. Once Dylan started feeling any amount of tension in his groin, somehow his young mind all but immediately started to focus on the groin-area sensations as if there are heavy duty wires that link the mind and the groin. What was in charge here anyway, he brain or the sexual organs? Dylan could not figure this out, except to say that what happened even at the thought of being inside a swim brief tended to send things off into a special place that Dylan did not understand but knew that is where he wanted to be. And of course Dylan was stumped by what this all meant from the perspective of being straight, gay or someplace in the middle of it all, orientation-wise.

And those sensations and feelings Dylan was having were weird in themselves. Dylan knew that guys were supposed to get turned on by females and the thought of getting inside a female body in a special way, but what was happening to Dylan was nothing like that. Dylan would just see a swim brief on a rack in a sporting goods store and he could feel pre cum forming on the tip of his penis and dampening his underwear right there. And Dylan knew that whenever this happened he suddenly felt very good in his brain as well, even though he was not anywhere near the stage of having a hard-on and surely not at the point of having an orgasm. What could this all mean, anyway? That was the puzzle Dylan was trying to cope with. Is all of this somehow connected to being straight, gay or is this something else entirely, or is this a problem that is all but universal among the younger guys at least?

To be sure, a lot of swim brief manufacturers seem to almost “delight” in making this all tough on guys who are, quite frankly, struggling to cope with all of this. They tend to do this by making briefs that are small enough and snug-fitting enough to almost certainly quickly send a guy into this other world that is this curious mixture of sheer delight and total terror. How can a guy ever wear THAT swim brief without almost certainly getting a severe hard-on, not to mention an orgasm happening in a public setting like at a swimming pool? Dylan was wondering whether other guys were thinking the same thing or not, Maybe all of the other guys were so focused on having sex with a girl that this stuff caused them no difficulty at all. Maybe, or maybe not, or so Dylan was thinking to himself.

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