[sebbie]

Dylan has always “enjoyed” wearing snug-fitting clothing of various kinds. Early on, Dylan didn’t fully understand what exactly was going on in his mind or his body with respect to this, but it was certainly very real, and he quickly realized that this was not something that he was somehow going to “outgrow’ or completely go away once he got older and as he got more interested in girls. Dylan kept this all hidden from everyone, of course, his parents, sibling and, most certainly, his male peers.

Of course, there were still questions bouncing around in Dylan’s mind. Many questions. The biggest question, of course, was whether or not there were other guys his age who were facing the same “problem” as he was having. Is this commonplace among young guys his age or is it rare.

Dylan was not completely naïve on what his peer males were thinking and doing. He had learned that other guys his age certainly masturbate, and perhaps quite frequently. Still, any talk of this usually involves an imaginary female who is revealing herself to the guy as he strokes himself. The part that is missing is the notion that a guy might more successfully pleasure himself, fantasy female or not, when wearing a snug-fitting clothing item, an item like a shiny royal blue swimming brief with three-inch sides. That is the part that had always remained a real mystery to Dylan with respect to all of this.

The other complicating problem is that Dylan was not always equally enthusiastic about wearing snug-fitting clothing items like the aforementioned royal blue brief, but his interest in doing so tended to rise and fall in cycles, or at least had its high points and low points. Plus, in addition to swim briefs, Dylan was gradually discovering that there were other snug-fitting clothing items that were real turn-ons. More interestingly, just spotting one of these items and thinking about getting to wear it could send Dylan off into this other place. Dylan discovered that he might not be thinking about jerking off at all and then suddenly he would see something or even imagine something and his mind was almost instantly focused on jerking off. Strange stuff, huh? So strange in fact that Dylan could hardly believe that anyone else might have the same “problem.”

As they say in computer programming, one person’s programming “bug” might instead be a program “feature”. Maybe Dylan didn’t have a psychosexual “problem” or “issue” so much as he had a quite useful “feature” that most other guys had simply not “discovered” to be fun. After all, Dylan enjoyed himself immensely when he did these things. And, Dylan knew enough to know that what he was doing was not in any way “harming” himself, nor anyone else. Even without a sexual partner Dylan was having great fun with his “feature” and certainly faced none of the complicating problems other guys invariably have when they get involved in a sexual relationship with a partner. With masturbation in a royal blue swim brief no one gets an STD, Herpes, pregnant or anything else that can happen when bodily fluids are exchanged. And even though masturbation might not be the psychosexual equal of sex with a partner (but is that absolutely for certain?) it still is a great deal of fun. With essentially no down side, what can be wrong with that. Still, throughout Dylan’s high school years, these questions kept bouncing around in his head, over and over.

Then Dylan got to college, and had that strange encounter in the dorm with Bill and Joe many chapters ago in which he encountered Bill and Joe in the men’s bathroom wearing all the snug-fitting clothing items they had recently purchased at the big-box athletic store. It was like a light went off in Dylan’s head. Here were two guys who obviously enjoyed wearing snug-fitting clothing, just as Dylan did, and they had actually “pressed the envelope” in this specific regard farther than Dylan had dared to do.

One thing led to another. Bill and Joe never did quite verbalize to Dylan exactly WHAT they were doing with the various items, but Dylan had pretty much figured that out himself. The rest is history, as all of this led to the big Amazon order, the one with the swim briefs, thongs, jock straps with cups, wrestling singlets, compression gear etc. When Dylan was growing up, getting to wear any of these items was all a psychosexual “fantasy world,” but now Dylan could not only have it all, so to speak, but also get a chance to watch other guys do (struggle with doing) the exact same thing. What fun! This was a real eye opener for Dylan. Ahhh, to only be in Dylan’s shoes.

To be continued…