[sebbie]

Sometimes I don’t quite realize or appreciate what I have accomplished and whether or not what I am doing was successful or not until the next day, and such was the case for the events that transpired yesterday. I would be the first to admit that sexual arousal involves a crazy mixed up combination on the sheer physical sensations and the psychological, and without both in place it becomes difficult if not impossible for a guy to enjoy himself (his body). Now exactly what the specific combination involves is different for each guy and may involve a sexual partner, or not. I admit that I am always seeking out highly enjoyable schemes for playing with myself that do not involve all of the additional complexities of dealing with a partner for sex. I see nothing wrong with that at all, and indeed, that is part of the pure pleasure of the situation.

If the same or similar ideas work in a partner relationship, with both participants enjoying themselves and each other, I am all for that. But, I would argue that what I enjoy doing is available to every guy whether he has a sexual partner or not.

I woke up this morning with my mind fixated on how much fun I had yesterday and also looking forward to doing it all again and as soon as possible. One of the issues with the whole idea is that you have to have a significant block of time where you are not likely to be distracted with non-sexual thoughts and feelings. I would be the first to admit that some days are simply too busy for me in dealing with normal issues and problems that I would be unable to focus on the sheer intensity of what I was doing yesterday.

I am also a firm believer (no pun intended) that every guy should develop a routine that includes some physical form of exercise. I tend to approach this in the same manner I approach everything else. Part of what works for me is that my exercise does not involve playing in sports in competition with other guys…from the standpoint of sexual pleasure the idea of playing a competitive sport becomes merely a distraction that would not permit my mind to be in the places where I know I want it to be.

So, my daily workouts nowadays involve two thirty-minute sessions on two quite different stationary rowing machines, 30 minutes on a stationary bike, plus lifting weights on a machine (only about 10 minutes of the daily workout. This steady plan day after day could easily get to be boring, except, of course a couple of things. The first idea is that I have a TV I can watch during the longer periods. But, even on cable, some of the shows can get pretty boring.

That’s where the “gear” comes in. Wearing the proper gear, specifically the kind of stuff I know is certain to make me feel horny as I row and bike, my entire exercise routine is much more pleasant and non=boring. I am always on the prowl for gear that will work for my routine but will also do this to me in new and perhaps unexpected ways.

Yesterday’s experiment, the thong, the strap, the cup, and those snug Nike compression shorts worked extremely well. My penis was gently pressing against the walls of the cup through the entire workout, and the thong made its presence known in delightful ways with every stroke I made on the rowing machine and every turn of the cycle. I was mesmerized. The workout proceeded as if there was no time at all, even as the TV played in the background. My mind was not on the TV at all, but on what I was sensing and feeling with each stroke of the rower and turn of the cycle wheel. The combination of machine, exercise and just-the-right clothing mix was delightful in all sorts of different ways.

So, I’m fixated this morning on how much I want to go again, as in do it all over. Yesterday I accumulated a lot of pre cum in my thong and jock, and I decided to wash that out in my bathtub last night. I hung everything up and I hope it all will be dry before I am set to have at it again today. I know I have hit on something really neat if all I can think about is how much I want to do it all again.

A lot of guys complain they would love to get into a rigorous and consistent exercise program, but they are unable to keep it up (so to speak). Well, maybe part of the problem only lies in finding the right gear for exercise, gear that works for your specific mind and body. It is an interesting theory, for sure.

And so it goes….

To be continued..