[sebbie]

Whether or not he has some sort of sexual hang-up, Dylan has been gradually coming to terms with himself and his own body. Some days it almost seems as if Dylan’s groin area has a separate “mind” of its own that is leading him to do some wild stuff in certain ways, in large measure entirely for the pure pleasure of it all.

Dylan is a deep thinker. Dylan thinks that this could be part of his own “problem”. Dylan was basically a “good” kid In high school he was never that much interested in doing a lot of the “dumb” things his classmates that age seemed prone to do. This was often the stuff that got his friends and peers into trouble, as in deep trouble. The most obvious example was teen-age drinking that in turn led to really bad things like the night a couple of his classmates got picked up for DWI. Boy was that a mess. They got themselves into a small fender bender accident, after having only recently receiving their driver’s licenses. Thankfully, no one got injured or worse, but they got their licenses taken away from them for 180 days. Their parents were pissed, royally pissed, and vowed to make the 180 day court decision into a one-year suspension.

Then there was the boy who got caught smoking marijuana. That ended up being a big mess too. Then a number of boys that got caught trying to buy cigarettes and beer using faked IDs at a local convenience store. That was a really dumb move because the clerk knew their parents pretty well. Fortunately the clerk didn’t call the police but instead made a quick call to their parents, who immediately came down to the convenience store not being happy at all in getting the call.

Then there was the boy who somehow managed not only to have teenage sex with a girl in the class, but ended up getting her pregnant as well. The funny part about this story is that the two people involved in this were what Dylan might have expected the least likely classmates to end up doing something “dumb” like this. Both the boy and the girl were quiet and shy people, and the boy in particular was definitely not the boisterous athletic type who was into bragging about making sexual conquests. Rather, these were the children of parents who were considered very decent, even noble families in terms of personal behavior. They were quiet conservative churchgoing families, and both families were highly regarded within the community for being both sane and pretty straight-laced.

Then there was the boy in class where rumors had circulated for some time among other classmates that he could be gay, or if not that, at minimum being more interested in other guys than is “normal” for a boy that age. Somehow, these rumors start. Then, one day, interestingly, in that same stupid convenience store-gas station that the guys were trying to buy cigarettes and booze with the fake IDs, this boy, then a 16 y/o Junior and High school got picked up for soliciting sex in the men’s bathroom of the convenience store. Turns out, the guy the boy was soliciting was actually a young cop from a neighboring town, posing undercover as a gay guy after there had been complaints that the convenience store restroom was on occasion being used for that purpose. Wow, this is deep stuff, Dylan thinks, especially from a social perspective for this boy, because no longer will he be able to feign to his classmates that he is actually straight. At some level, Dylan felt for the predicament this classmate had inadvertently gotten himself into. Tough stuff, Dylan thinks. The boy’s parents were appalled that this not only happened but involved their son. Parents often worry that would their kids do will affect their own reputations in the community, and that was a major issue here in this instance. Again, what a mess!

However uncertain Dylan is with respect to his interest in dealing with his fondness for snug-fitting clothing and his penchant for enjoying himself by jerking off wearing something really snug and tight, Dylan realizes that what he is doing to pleasure himself has not gotten him into any of the trouble of the sorts that brought down many of his classmates. Dylan has not done anything wrong or illegal: maybe a little silly, perhaps, at least as viewed by some of his College classmates, but certainly nothing that would that would ever present a legal issue of one sort or another. I suppose if Dylan actually started stroking himself obviously in a public place, he could end up in trouble with the law for public masturbation, but Dylan knew better than to do that.

So far, at least, the most “trouble” Dylan has gotten himself into is jerking off in his own dorm room with the door closed, but not as privately as if he had been completely alone. The twist here is that his roommate Josh had also been in the room for some of this, and had actually seen Dylan ejaculate into the pouch of that skimpy thong Dylan had gotten in the Amazon® order. For Dylan, and interestingly, Josh didn’t seem the least bit concerned about what he was observing up close. Dylan thinks that just maybe Josh kinda “enjoyed” watching Dylan himself, but Dylan is not certain about this at all.

Dylan now keeps wondering to himself if what he did is actually a form of “gay male” behavior, and that if he had done the same thing exactly but in private that this would be a perfectly ‘straight” thing to do. But since Dylan kept stroking himself even after Josh was in the room did that mean that deep down Dylan is either gay or maybe now has a latent gay streak? Indeed, what are the so-called “rules” here with regard to sexual orientation? These are really deep questions, Dylan thinks, and not easily answered.

This all gets really complicated. In high school, Dylan was simply not that much interested in girls or dates, like many of his peers were. Of course, he had been on a few dates, most notably the junior and senior year proms, but he more nearly survived these events than really enjoyed either of them.

So for a long time, Dylan has been jacking off as a sexual release necessary because male hormones have been bombarding his body, relentlessly, and without a release every couple days, this can quickly get overwhelming for a guy Dylan’s age, indeed Dylan thinks maybe for a guy of almost ANY age. The snug-fitting clothing becomes something of a pleasant-and-always-there “retreat” for dealing with the testosterone overload without getting into any difficult social situations. Dylan could of course, go out and find a girl, go on one or more dates, and then make a way for his penis to get into her vagina if he is lucky. A lot of male college freshman pursue that course, relentlessly too. But Dylan keeps thinking that if he tries this, with all the stumbling blocks along the way, Dylan could quickly end up in a situation that he doesn’t want to deal with, at least for now. The girl invariably will want more of a lot of stuff, much more, and at this point Dylan is not at all prepared to deal with that.

So, at this point, jerking off in snug-fitting clothing becomes a convenient way of dealing with life from a sexual perspective. Relative to heavy dating, it’s way cheap, just the one-time cost for the various items. Dylan has all this stuff he got on Amazon® right in his little dorm-room dresser drawer. Dylan starts to think about not only using each item individual to assist himself in jerking off with each item adding its own element in making him feel ”hot and bothered”. Way cool. Dylan starts to daydream. For example, what would happen if he layered each item one over the other. Start with the little Desmiit ® thong that was so much fun. Over that goes the bright compression shorts and tee. Then over the compression shorts goes the strap. Then insert the cup. Dylan is starting to feel like he is getting hard just pondering what might be fun to try.

Dylan thought the super skinny jeans he wore to class over the thong added something really special to all the fun. These fit tight. But recently super tight jeans have started to become available. The super tight jeans have lots of Lycra in the denim blend. A standard super skinny jean tapers to an ankle opining of about 13.5 inches. If they were skinnier than that, a guy would never get his foot through the opening. But with the addition of Lycra, the leg opening can taper to only about 12 inches as the denim stretches like a running tight. This same denim will cling to the calves and thighs almost like a second skin. Not only that, the newest designs are what are called jogging jeans that fit really tight through the calves and thighs and then pull up without a belt but with an elastic waistband like a snug-fitting sweat pant. These can also be worn with a belt and it’s possible to make them appear like an ordinary pair of jeans in every way except one. These jogger jeans have only a fake fly and if a guy wearing them were standing at a urinal, he would have to pull them down to pee. Of course, Dylan, if layered like this is going to have other critical “barriers” in just standing at a urinal to pee. First, the jogger jeans have to come down since they have no fly. Then the strap and cup. Then the compression shorts. Finally, he has to “coax” his penis to come out of the little thong pouch. At minimum, just “unlayering” oneself at the urinal will take time. But it also might attract some attention if other guys wander into the restroom who will wonder what exactly Dylan is doing with all that stuff, at minimum.

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