[sebbie]

Dylan thought he had the dorm room to himself, as it was more than 20 minutes until Josh would be back from his morning class. Dylan was really focused on his own sensations and feelings, and was desperate to get off, given how the morning had evolved. Dylan was standing there in the room, literally butt-naked, wearing only that little Desmiit ® thong and a tee shirt over the top. Dylan knew that the only other person with a key to the room was Josh, so it had to be Josh with the key in the lock.

As a teen-ager, Dylan had gotten quite good at figuring out when he was likely to have some privacy, and had found ways to take advantage of that knowledge for determining his schedule for engaging in “self abuse.” Teen boys gradually become more and more independent of the rest of the family in this regard, and Dylan had been part of a process that was considered by everyone to be “quite normal.” Dylan had gradually gotten to the point whereby his parents (and siblings) did not “need” to know what Dylan was up to at every moment during the day. This is all part of just growing up for a teen boy, but, conveniently, it is also part of a “learning process” related to identifying the best and “safest” ways for “pleasuring oneself”.

Some parents of teen boys probably understand this process of giving them some of their “own space” quite well, but maybe others not so much. Many parents worry about all of the stuff that might be going on inside the heads of guys that age. Dads are worried that their teen boys are dealing with psychosexual issues as complicated as they were for them. These are difficult navigational waters for sure. But what is going on is also a very necessary part of growing up for a teen male.

Even so, the “situation” Dylan now faces, with Josh about to open the door of the dorm room, with Dylan dressed and in the condition he is now in is unlike anything Dylan has encountered in his short life. There is nowhere for Dylan to run and hide. Dylan has only himself to blame for the “predicament” he is now in.

Dylan has been stroking his penis from the outside of the thong, and he has gotten as big and hard as Dylan ever recalls feeling. This feels great! Actually, a better term would be “fabulous.” Of course, the pressure that has been building on Dylan, sexual and psychological, all morning along, deserves much of the “blame”. As Josh enters the room, there is no way for Dylan to somehow hide what he has been doing and the condition he is in.

Josh enters the room, and is taken aback by what he has accidentally walked into. Actually, Josh is flabbergasted by what he is seeing close up. Of course, Josh knows that guys self-pleasure and in his teen years he has accidentally encountered situations whereby he was pretty certain that a peer had been only recently masturbating himself. But he has never before walked in on a guy quite in the obvious state of arousal that Dylan is currently in.

Dylan doesn’t quite know what to do or say either. Perhaps the best strategy is to just continue to stroke himself, and acting as if Josh is not even there. After all, the proverbial “cat is out of the bag” now, so to speak. It is quite clear to Josh that Dylan likes to pleasure himself while wearing a skimpy little thong. Besides, Dylan is all but certain that Josh will not tease or bully Dylan under the circumstances or that what Josh is seeing be shared with any of their friends. College students as a rule are smart enough not to do that. But still Dylan realizes that the entire situation is more than a little embarrassing even as the sensations are extra pleasant. What a dilemma of mixed thoughts and feelings!

It takes a moment for Josh to regain his composure given what he is observing. Josh struggles to say anything, even after regaining some of his composure. The only thing Josh can think of saying is “Don’t let me disturb you, Dylan!”

Strangely enough, Dylan is so desperate to ejaculate that he keeps right on stroking the underside of his penis from base to glans through the little Desmiit ® thong. All of a sudden, the seemingly crazy thought occurs to Dylan that having Josh in the room watching Dylan pleasure himself is a bit of a turn-on not a turn-off. The realization that having another guy in the room obviously watching him masturbate could be a psychosexual turn-on was an all new thought to Dylan. What does THAT imply, for goodness sakes?

Meanwhile, Josh is having some psychosexual issues to deal with as well. At a very basic level, Josh is starting to “admire” the situation Dylan is in and doing to himself. Josh has always had a deeply-buried “curiosity” with respect to wanting to know more about exactly what happens to other guys when they get aroused, erect, and in a situation of having a desperate desire to ejaculation. Depending on your view, Josh walked in on Dylan at just the right moment (or perhaps wrong moment, depending on your perspective on the events at hand) to observe all of this real life first-hand. Weirdly, Josh is starting to think that it would be most interesting to be in the place that Dylan is in right now. What a strange (but oddly wonderful) thought!

Josh wonders if the thoughts he is now having are common for guys his age or not.

How would other guys deal with the situation that currently confronts Josh? Are the thoughts that Josh is having suggestive of the possibility that Josh has a deep-seated gay streak? Given the situation at hand, would most guys Josh’s age who think of themselves as straight have quickly made an exit to allow Dylan to continue to jerk off in privacy, or would many guys be curious enough about the psychosexual behaviors of other males their own age to stick around?

Same with Dylan. Dylan could have made a quick attempt to stop the masturbation fun and get himself covered in a pair of baggy shorts as soon as he heard the key go into the door lock, but he somehow chose not to. Does that mean that Dylan must somehow have a gay streak too? And what of that thought that crossed Dylan’s mind that it was actually arousing to have Josh in the room watching Dylan jerk off. Dylan suddenly wonders what that thought might or might not have to do with Dylan’s sexuality deep down.

What concerns Josh the most is that Josh is suddenly feeling arousal rumblings in his own groin area as he observes Dylan stroking himself in the state he is in. What in the world is that all about anyway? Maybe it’s a clue that Josh would really like to have his own little thong to help him pleasure himself. Oddly, that is an easier and “safer” rationale than to go down the trail of concluding that watching Dylan stroke himself while in a very aroused state is in itself arousing for Josh.

Josh has long thought deep down that he wanted to see exactly how other guy’s bodies respond when they get very aroused and are traveling along near and perhaps over can’t stop now point of ejaculation. Now that he is in this situation, he is discovering that his own body responds as well in a situation like this.

This chapter has raised a lot of fascinating questions and provided only unclear answers, if at all. What would my readers have done if they found themselves in either Josh’s or Dylan shoes right now? (But Dylan is not even wearing shoes right now!)

To be continued…