[sebbie]

Dylan has been learning a lot of really interesting stuff lately about his own body and how his body responds in a sexual way to various situations it is experiencing. Some of what Dylan has been experiencing seems all but outside the control of his own brain, and Dylan finds this most surprising, to say the least. The experiments Dylan has been running have been both fun and interesting from a perspective of pure science and how guys are wired from a sexual perspective. Dylan’s only real concern is that he is not sure whether he dares say anything about what he has been doing with and to himself.

When Dylan was 12, he worried a lot about somehow “damaging” himself by playing around in this fashion. Practically every guy that age probably has these worries and concerns at that age. But now that Dylan is 19, and technically an adult, these concerns have evaporated. Of course, as a young high school student, the entire subject of engaging in solo sex (jerking off or masturbation) was strictly off limits, not only from the perspective of being embarrassed about saying anything, but more importantly, being labeled as a “jerk-off” is a key element of teasing and bullying for young males. So the entire subject is off limits for young teens, teens who quickly learn that if they are going to enjoy themselves in this way, they had better do it in secrecy for a bunch of different reasons.

Dylan, now 19 and a college freshman with a male roommate, Josh, is not quite sure if or how the rules he followed as a young teenager with respect to masturbation still apply, or if things have gotten a bit looser overall in this regard. Some college freshmen males still brag about their conquests on weekend dates with females, just as the more sexually aggressive males did in high school. Though for others, this seems to be changing too, especially for the college guys who have paired up with a specific someone as opposed to just engaging in partner sex on the weekends. But this change does not mean that college freshmen now comfortable getting together with each other to compare masturbation techniques, either.

Still, the events of recent weeks have affected Dylan in profound new ways, that is for certain. This started that evening when Dylan run into Bill and Joe wandering down the dorm hallway to the men’s room clad in their Lycra gear with straps and cups underneath. Dylan could hardly believe what was right in front of him. Why were Bill and Joe doing this? More importantly, how could Bill and Joe be wearing gear like this WITHOUT getting aroused and hard? An if that was indeed what was happening, how were Bill and Joe coping with the sensations they were experiencing, the sensations that nearly had to be happening given what they were wearing.

Then there was that encounter at the student gym where Bill and Joe were wearing the same gear and seemed to be enjoying themselves immensely. Then the discussion with the rowers Tony and Donovan wearing their rowing singlet, and, they admitted, thongs underneath. Then there was the big Amazon® order that Dylan was a part of. One way of looking at this was that Bill and Joe simply needed some new gym gear. But that way ignores what had been becoming increasingly obvious to Dylan: The items were chosen not simply because of the need for gym gear, but instead they were picking out specific items that would be fun to wear as part of experiments in solo sex.

Of course, Dylan’s brain was very much geared to the same thing. Since even before puberty, Dylan had been fascinated with snug-fitting clothing and especially clothing that felt pleasant against his penis. Dylan knew that very well: In fact, it was part of his very being, as in who Dylan was as a guy. But until he got to college, Dylan had never really had the opportunity to act on a lot of this. Bill and Joe provided Dylan with an opportunity to pursue this at a level that he had not been to before, and for that Dylan was very thankful in a host of different ways.

Dylan was still struggling with respect to what he could reveal about all of this to his roommate Josh. Josh could be operating under the old High School “rules” with regard to the entire subject of solo sex. Josh might see any interest in solo sex on Dylan’s part as an indication that he somehow ended up with a gay roommate. Or maybe not! At the other end of the spectrum, Josh might be just as interested in playing with himself in this way as Dylan is. In which case, he would be looking not only to being more open with Dylan on the entire subject, but perhaps even building his own collection of items along the lines that he is seeing Dylan have.

Still, Dylan realizes very clearly that while solo sex may present some issues, these are very different issues and often less complicated and messy issues than those that must be dealt with by college students in partner sex. Dylan thinks that sometimes sex can be really fun and enjoyable without having to worry about a partner and partner issues.

Now Dylan’s mind is sorting through the items that he obtained in the Amazon® order. Dylan was particularly fascinated by how that little ProForce® strap and cup looked and felt on him. The other big item that Dylan had yet to try was The bright lime yellow Tesla® gear, both the snug-fitting compression tee, and, of course, those Tesla shorts. Josh is off to class, and Dylan decides to fit himself into the strap and cup once again. He pulls on the tee, and then the tight compression shorts over the strap and cup.

Ahhhhh, Dylan says, what a feeling of that hard cup brushing up against his penis, firmly held in place by the compression shorts. Already, Dylan can sense the pre cum forming inside the cup at the tip of his penis. Dylan glances at himself in the dorm room mirror. The compression shorts are transparent enough, and tight enough such that Dylan can easily see the leg straps and the cup under the sexy yellow-green shorts. It’s a look and fell Dylan has never before experienced, and Dylan loves it.

Suddenly, Dylan hears the click of a key in the dorm room lock. It’s Josh, back from a class that let out a few minutes early. And there is Dylan, standing there in his lime yellow compression tee and shorts, with the strap and cup clearly visible underneath. Dylan is going to need to figure out something to say to Josh, and in a hurry!

To be continued…